BUT this is where I can actually vent (to the world/myself) more thoroughly. tumblr's cool and all since it has pictures EVERYWHERE, but it almost seems like its made so that people can try and live vicariously through their posts/reblogs/cliche-ness.
but i digress. since my last real post, not much has really happened in a physical sense; it's been more of a mental/spiritual change for me. it kinda sounds as though i had a spiritual awakening, but it wasn't that deep. i mean, it was deep, but not that deep.
anyways, I realized that I had been allowing myself to be way to negative about everything. about the dogs, the apartment, the move, being married, going to work, gaining weight, etc etc etc. the list goes on and on, but in short, I was being negative about LIVING. and that, quite frankly, is unacceptable.
